This November 2009 sucks.......

I mean it :I

I'm sorry I don' really mean to rage butt this has been one bad month for me - ^ -
I'm sorry if you don't wanna hear this is just some pointless rant journal arrggggg. Dude I'm living a good life, Nice family and some awesome friends that have been helping me through everything but All this kinda junk happened this month and now I just feel like crap.

1. My Dad left. I know my mom has certain reasons for kicking him out and she's been a strong woman for keeping up with all the s*** he's been giving her all these years and all that kind of jazz, I respect her for that but I must say all these years he's been here for me doing everything he can and now he's just gone?..... I'm gonna miss him a lot....

2. I lost my best friend. I've known her ever since fourth grade we were like sisters now she just thinks I'm annoying..... And this all happened just because I hanged out with this one group of really good friends I know for one day she gets all mad and makes up all this kinda junk " She's getting popular" Or " She's been changing." The sad part is she can't even tell this to my face and just keeps on talking all kind of crap behind my back. I haven't been changing I've always acted this way at school, Loud, Weird, kinda annoying and I don't mean that it just happens..... And I've known those people for an awfully long time me getting to know them better I decided to hang out with them And I have the right to have other friends don't I?

3. I got my first dentention ever for the most stupidist thing. I know this is kinda pointless making a big fuss over a refferal but I've never even gotten one this is like new to me woah. And if you wanna know what happened read it's really dumb and kinda not fair in my opinion. Well the person who sits behind me was asking for help of course me being me I did and sometimes I'm not aware of this but I talk with my hands and I was pointing at the paper explaining everything and my "lovely" Teacher comes along and is like all: " Excuse me young lady were you trying to poke him?" No. I was jus- " You know that's a classroom disruption right?" I was just telling him how to do something. " Are you argueing with me?" Ugh She's so stubborn Everyone was blabbing on about how unfair that was I mean getting detention for poking someone? That's dandy isn't it? And I didn't even poke himmmmm D:

4. This one isn't really that big and I'm a retarded whore for talking bout this. The dude I have a crush on is going out with a girl and she lives like right across the street from me. THE HOUSE RIGHT INFRONT OF MEEEEEEE. It drives me maaaadddddd and even worse that guy is related to her.

I'm Sorry for wasting your time if you were one of those who took time out of their wonderful lives just to read through my worthless rant. Just geez I'm just like woah what now? And this is just pointless really as I said before I'm living a wonderful life I just need to vent at times